Not that you should even care what I have to say, but since I have a blog and I haven’t said anything for a while, I guess I’ll try tonight. I’ve been thinking about the ups and downs of life. Fall is by far my favorite season, and while I tried to enjoy the beautiful day today, I couldn’t help but feel a little sad in the back of my mind because I know it is fleeting, and soon it will be winter again. And tomorrow I will be 85 years old and getting ready to say goodbye. I mean I know that the one thing people over 21 can all agree on is that time flies, but seriously, does time fly or what? It’s insane. Sorry, back to ups and downs. I try not to get too excited when things go well, because I always know there is a challenge around the corner that will test my faith and try to break my heart. And on the other hand, what a crazy life when you can actually appreciate being hurt and sad because you hope and know in your heart that there’s something good coming. There has to be. Love you Petty.
August was a good month for me and The Humadors. We played to some great crowds, sold lots of records, met some wonderful people, and at one point had a guy in a golf cart show us to our air conditioned trailer with our name on it. I am not bragging, I’m just saying….We’re awesome. Anyway, it was just something we needed to keep going. Something to say we’re making progress, don’t give up.
Cut to September and I’m driving the guys five hours in a van with no AC on a 90+degree day to a festival that has been cancelled. We spend a few hours there to try and find out what the hell I’ve got us into, have a few beers, and get back in the van to go home! Ten hours of driving, zero rock’n roll. Ups and downs my friends.
First of all, thank you to the guys and Kori that day for not making me feel bad and taking it in stride. But I’m just saying….I suck.
So many nice people have come up to me and said “you guys should be famous”, or “Why aren’t you guys famous?”, or “keep going, you guys are going to make it!” And that’s awesome, but that’s not the point. The point is we are making it, and we’ve made it. We’re doing it because that’s what we love to do and that’s what we feel we’re meant to do. That’s why we drive 10 hours and suck it up and move on when it doesn’t work out. When I was 23 I would get pissed at the world after a bad show, and sometimes think “why him and not me? I’m more talented than that douche on TV.” But let me tell you people, I have been so blessed in my career. I know you’ve heard it a thousand times before, but life is not about the destination, it’s about enjoying the ride and all the ups and downs that come with it. Thank you for letting me play my music for you. It has brought me more joy than I could have ever hoped for. I love you, so please keep moving, and we will too.
Love love love love love love love,
Dan